Waiting

Waited for my mom and my sister to arrive at LAX. 2.5 hours total.

I hate to wait. Yes, Lord, I hate to wait.
I hate to wait for things unknown. I always like to see a clear schedule, so I can make MY plan in advance.

I hate to wait for things uncertain. I always want to be sure about what to expect, so I can get MYSELF prepared.

I hate to wait for things undetermined. I always long for a well-defined circumstance, an explicit guidance, and a simple decision-making process, so stress wouldn't overwhelm ME.

I hate to wait because I care too much about I, about MY things, about MYSELF, about ME. I am nervous when things don't happen in my way, at my time, and to my expectation.

Help me wait on you patiently, without doubt.